Catherine Clover's Poem

Teesta Review: A Journal of Poetry, Volume 4, Number 1. May 2021. ISSN: 2581-7094


I am reading

--- Catherine Clover   

 

I am reading Deborah Bird Rose’s Shimmer again. Shimmer, from the Yolngu word

Bir’yun

which means 

brilliance

brightening

Bir’yun 

can be seen in the glint of sunlight catching on moving water or the finishing moments of a painting or a bird singing during an encounter with ancient rock. Bir’yun is something in motion, a flux, as well as a moment. She writes that it is a form of ancestral power for the Yolngu people of the north, the Flying Fox people. And perhaps perceivable for any one of us if we pay enough attention.  She has learnt that ‘ancestral power moves actively across the world’

I am reading on the tram during heavy summer rains. Twelve hours of rain are falling, loud, a counter to the ferocious blazes of last year. It is morning, a watery green light. When I look up a man is standing at the tram door exit. Catching my eye, he gestures, his cupped hands parting to reveal 

a praying mantis

an insect as large as the hands that hold it. The insect is a light brown colour, beige in parts, long-legged, thin. Turns towards me, looking, eyes wide apart. The tram slows, stops, the doors open. They step into the downpour