Poem 11 (6.1)

 

Teesta Review: A Journal of Poetry, Volume 6, Number 1. May 2023. ISSN: 2581-7094


Dearth of Quietness

--- Pauline Mari Hernando

The rhythm of the night

Still dwells in my ears

After the dawn.

It commences exactly

Half past midnight

By caressing my lobule

Up to the helix

Until it reaches the path

To my auditory tubes.

My ears do not complain

About the beat of the period.

It is a steady part of my head

That had come to terms

In each hours’ attempt

To hold a hunk of harmony. 

 

My eyes are the ones

Who worry and wrestle

In the roughness of tempo

That traverses in my eardrum

And ascends in both

Temporal and occipital lobes.

Various vocals are recognized

By the frontal lobe

That lock my eyes

again,

And again,

and again.

Until they conceive

Another clash

of echoes

Everything will go back

To faux hum and

Obscure murmurs.

Each brow shall begin

To compose when images

Transpire and convey

In open-endedness.

 

My mouth is numb

From words that

Arrive and

depart

While translating enigmatic

Thoughts from yesterday

And from days that have

No dates and sequences.

 

Almost a decade ago

Pots of green tea gave up

On this struggle to sleep.

Thereafter, pills and herbs

Suggested solutions

But they seemed limited

To those whose eyes and ears

Are aligned with their

Realities and recollections.

 

Visions and voices

Begin to battle

The beats and brawls

When Melatonin is gone.

It is an understatement

That mind grieves

As memory escapes

In the dearth of quietness. 

 

 

 

Before Women’s Day

--- Pauline Mari Hernando

 

It was daylight

in Southern Tagalog

 

but handguns were

firmly, candidly

 

aimed at gentle

bodies living

 

for the others

while forgetting

 

the self.

Death is summoned

 

to those

they wish

 

to silence

under the open

 

fire policy.

Evidently, everything

 

about E.O. 70

is perverted peace:

 

Bullets if not

bars are bids

 

given to “enemies.”

Nine gone; six halted.

 

Night falls

with corpse

 

ascending.

And day breaks

 

with the same

erstwhile headlines. 

 

History has its truth

on bodies that resist.

 

*After the crackdown in CALABARZON region, the Philippines on 7 March 2021

 

 

 

We Need No Temple

---Pauline Mari Hernando

 

There are loads

of inescapable:

flickering sweat,

wrath behind

calloused hands,

squealing placards,

and flaming gaze

of marching howls.

These and more

reflect the rage, force,

and strength of now

haunted by then.

 

The shape of a state

persistently portrayed

by bloodbath

sprawling from

the northernmost

region, to the old man’s

empire in Mindanao

has been famished

for peace and justice.

 

Spring of subversion

cast by long-drawn-out

proletarian struggles

are relentlessly challenged

by colossal, lewd wolves.

 

Comrades have carried

the steep pages of every

crimson mountain range.

We need no temple,

here or elsewhere,

to hear and amass

the piercing echo

beyond inherited torments

and ceaseless perils.



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