Poetry - Anshu Choudhry

 Teesta Review: A Journal of Poetry, Volume 5, Number 1. May 2022. ISSN: 2581-7094



Four Poems

Anshu Choudhry


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1.


The Rabble


We wade through this sea of flesh and blood

Where the souls breathe barm.

All eyes mark the one vision, the only pass

Where rivers of waste wash the paths

With dust mapping the journey door to door,

Shoulder to shoulder, step to step.

This storm of mankind sweeps all,

This tornado of lust swallowing the earth and its desires.

 

And yet desperate, dissolute and depraved, it sires.

Our feet don’t fit in the shoes that smother us foot by foot;

We scramble for covers but find us buried by knolls.

We go about naked, undressed, wearing not even shame,

To face the cold mountain of our own bones.

 

We, the rocks, the stones, the clods,

The shingles, the imbalanced loose boulders;

We, the micro granules of sand,

In the deserts, the depths of oceans;

We, the omnipresent, we the viral, the bacterial,

The fungal infections diseasing the earth;

We, the coupled, uncoupled of a singular gene,

Seeking gold, silver, sheen of the diamonds,

The lands from the other Moons,

Jupiters, Saturns, Suns, Marses;

We, the spores of greed, sloth, envy,

Lynching like mad the Universe;

We, the soi-disant swarm space,

Encroach interiors, exteriors,

Extremities, eternities searching the dark

Like our own selves, to applaud us,

The aliens to acknowledge us,

The anonymous to validate us,

Perhaps to annihilate us.


2.


Middle-Class Oblivion

Once in a while, we trekked the foothills, twice maybe, a stroll through the snow-filled grounds of a hill-station, though we never actually made it to the banks of a real river, but a wiry dark stream of ammonia and foam under-bridge.

And what did we care—we danced barefoot on polished stone, the mountains our servile floors, the ice handy in stem-glass bars and the river flowed through steely showers, crystal and pure.

Back then, we even had a pond about a quarter of a century before, but that filled fine like a childhood scar, guilt smashed harder than the tadpoles, crushed under zesty soles.

Even the snakes crawled up to die impaled, our lances tipped by swarming piaffes, while the cats we lost, to the poacher’s blast and many a species cast to the past.

But we never cared, we came up strong and we went on fast, our human creed, our human caste.

Now, we think of catching up the seas, but the sails never do take off free—we are hoisted mid-air like flailing flags, where the wind blows rough, and we cough only smog.

Still, what do we care, the floods are not ours, and the snow will melt but the glaciers we never saw, and what do we care if the birds do not nest or the fishes slip the nets, for shores—blessed are we, for we have no sea, seeping through our mighty towers.



3.


When A Lake Lived with Us


When a lake lived with us
The air smelt of rain and the sparrows

Soiled the clothesline, then picked the trays

Clean of vermicelli before the sun could roast

Them dry, and flittered overhead like swarms

Of mosquitoes we have now, but then had none

With the frogs croaking and the bats bolting darts

In the sultry evenings brown and soft,

Delicious like chocolate bars.

In the mornings, the milk-man idled

Under a fig whilst the buffaloes wallowed in water

Like dusky maidens taking a community bath.

Once in a while, a yellow snake

Slithered by like a sun’s ray come-alive

Upon touching the muddy bank to merge

With the marsh.

And every now and then

The blue kingfishers dipped,

And the white cranes cruised the sparkling water,

Nicking diamonds off its skin.

In the nights, the lake spewed silver

That no one could catch but only the moon, until,

Our neighbors caught the mood, and the lake shrunk

Like a virgin hiding from view.

And now,

It is only the size of a grave with an epitaph

That reads ‘Drinking water in the name of God’ over

A crooked steel tap trapping its soul.



4.


Plastic-Genie


I am your wish, from the deep

Dark hells of petro-pits where lonely

And sad I lay, with forests fossilized,

Silenced to incubate, by millions of Mays.

Now fulfilled,

I cover, stretch, mold, un-break

To spread, and the earth loses its breath

The asthmatic spore; I clog her lungs in embrace.

You, now wish me ‘decay’? 

Burn me, I say,

And you will lose the sun, the hole

In your air, your vacuous ozone layer.

Bury me, and I will outlive

Not just your past but your future’s last

And yet not perish under the mounds

Of roasted sands.

I dare not drown, but swoon,

Inside bellies, of bloated whales, as they die

Burst and boom a curse, from depths

Of bubbling blue balloons.

You could not foresee—that

I will swamp all, my squishy, jelly

Choking your insides, smothering from outsides,

Swarming frantic than the fire you tamed

That zooms you to the frigid Moon

Or the virgin Mars that you intend to rape.

Do you know by now –

I am suffused in you, your ova,

Sperm and your embryos, I have raided too?

Be scared that I will fuse you

With my plastic-clones.

And so now,

Pray for a plastic-nirvana for the soul

Of your sinning species – that murdered

All others, below you.


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