K. Pankajam's Poems


Teesta Review: A Journal of Poetry, Volume 1, Number 1. May 2018. ISSN: 2581-7094


The Dreaming Rivers
                                                             --- K. Pankajam
                            
The river searches its own pyre
reduced to a skeletal figure,
shores once witnessed rites   
knew the joy of life and the pain of death.

When the sky made love with the river 
transpired its azure hue into it,
we looked our faces in it,                                                                   
washed our grief in its crystalline folds.

It swallowed our bitterness with no dregs
ferried us shore to shore on its wavy surface
took our hearts with it,  held a world within 
and  snoozed  royally under moonlight .

It heaved, swelled up with wandering water
which sang to the hum of the earth,
an image in childhood stuck deep in my mind,
now shrunk to the bones like a child in famine.

Its soul gnaws and kneads with mood swings
sometimes serene, sometime fierce, 
tells tales of choking with wastes and neglect,
yet mute it lingers, quite women-like.

Straddling between past and the present
rivers tread on old paths carrying their curse,
ringing in their ears long lost bustles
and dreaming to beckon past glories.





Sorrow of the Soil
                                                                        --- K. Pankajam

Sunrays, steep and sharp
go deep into the soil
chase droplets hiding in depths
like drunkards would
their wives’ small savings in spice jars,
rivers draw abnormal maps
of nameless nations,
women walk miles with pots
unmindful of baking earth below,
migrating birds return desperate
their annual sojourn not being feasible.

Greens go, rains elude, earth sears.
Looming water wars taint relations 
Failing crops, falling hopes.
The three-pronged demons
drought, debt and despair
drive farmers to death,
rivers to rumours.

Would it have been different
had they not been named after women?