Vinita Agrawal's Poems

Teesta Review: A Journal of Poetry, Volume 1, Number 1. May 2018. ISSN: 2581-7094



Water Is a Lesson


For years I watched the river.
Its opposite banks like pages of an open book,
never closing.
Watched the lone fisherman
alone and adrift midstream
plagued with hunger until the next catch.
The shallow wooden boat owning his life.

If there exists a constellation of pain
in my veins,
then it's the one that shimmers like light on water;
Here now, gone the next,
gripping darkness by the feet
in murky depths.
Angling for the warmth of sunlight 
every time breeze ruffles scars.

True singularity 
is to row to the middle of the catchment 
at dawn, scan the horizon 
see fire sluice it's face with water 
hear the silence of fish
forget that your feet shall ever touch 
dry land again
and know that the hazel planks of a damp boat
are all the ground you have.





The River at Dawn

                                                --- Vinita Agrawal

                     
wears rippled fans of orange and pink
 a gift from the eastern skies.

Transparent, free of lust, it looks like how you'd like to look;
absolved from the haze of violet that fills up dreams.

It dazzles behind the diaphanous curtain of morning fog
gleams inside out, traps diamond crystals in fluid curls

buries deep the traces of sadness from the night
wears an expanse of velvety silence

like someone who has much to say but doesn't.
It barely lips the serene shores

its touch, though as fleeting as the blink of an eye,
rescues the hit leech buried in mud, the fly trapped beneath a stone.

It keeps afloat the ashes of love showered from cremation urns
and if you care to look, even the name of the loved one -

- scratched on water in sunlight 's slanting hand
glinting gently at one who sits folded on its banks assimilating loss.

It asks no questions about the lost moon - a light lost in light.
Just witnesses its daytime flow and sparkles upright.

Knows that the journey really, is inwards.
That floating and sinking are states of mind

and that when it finally meets the sea 
it will be full and empty at the same time.






Sky Stream

                                                                   --- Vinita Agrawal


The sky slides into the stream 
In a moment of perfect stillness

In return, waters cup heavens in their hands
and dawn in their ripples

A soft melody eases out of a new sunrise
and melts Ladakh's waters.

I am without dark thoughts
this clear shellac morning.

For once in my life I am without questions;
my whiteness sealed with answers.

Prayers stitched to tides of waters
lighten my bones.

Names etched on ageless pebbles speak
that this is full circle - womb to deliverance.