Poem 10 (9.1)

 

Teesta Review: A Journal of Poetry, Volume 9, Number 1. May 2026. ISSN: 2581-7094


What We Did When the Fever Stayed

      --- Mayuri Saikia 

I returned home for Bohag Bihu trading the congested streets of Guwahati

for the tranquil bamboo groves of my village.

The house felt altered, no one spoke of

-husori, keteki, jetuka or egg fighting

only of storm clouds, how it lingered,

how it would not leave.

 

My mother came home from her mother’s house carrying a pouch full of mustard seeds,

an iron knife and my new brother.

My father laughed, “You are Bordoisila again,”

and she turned her face away.

Now she moves room to room singing nisukoni geets,

a burning baby in her lap.

 

Before my mother went home for childbirth, my Aaita chewing

tamul pan freshly prepared in her khundona warned her,

“Don’t go to your natal home on Amavasya, Pratipad, Purnima days.”

“Beware of Khetors and Jokhinis,”

“Don’t keep your hair open.”

Now her saying “Sabdhanor maran nai” feels different.

 

My Aaita, the village bez said fevers do not come alone.

The day is set- not a Tuesday, not a Saturday

but a Monday for Ainam.

“The Pox Goddess must be appeased!”

I told my mother the town doctor must be brought immediately

but she hushed me.

 

The Monday morning began with a crow cawing, my Aaita looked pleased.

My father came back planting a siju tree in his paddy field.

My mother held the child closer.

My sister didn’t touch her maku and tator haal.

“Will you remember this skill once you leave for college? I had asked her.

She did not answer.

 

Now the women gather at our courtyard, I close the gates myself.

Nobody ate jolpan.

“Seven sisters come to the home of the poor

And we have nothing to offer…”

Bring aari, gamusa, tamul pan, flowers, rice, incense sticks;

I did not believe her but when she told me to hold the dhuna

I did.

 

By evening the fever lessened or we wanted to believe that

“O’ Ai Bhagawati O’ Sitala thank you for looking upon us,” my Aaita cried.

By night

she was already telling someone

what must be done

if it happens again



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Bio:

Mayuri Saikia has completed her graduation and post graduation in English Literature from University of Delhi and is currently working as an Assistant Professor of English in Assam. She loves to write poetry and fiction along with teaching.


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