Poem 12 (9.1)

 

Teesta Review: A Journal of Poetry, Volume 9, Number 1. May 2026. ISSN: 2581-7094


Four Poems on My Mother Tongue and Her Ways

        --- Lungmying Lepcha

I

Mong Kyong, a recurring vision

During my childhood, we used to sleep together with

my aunts, and whenever someone got disturbed by

nightmares, one of my aunts would superstitiously

blame the person who had dinner in the bedroom

because of the droppings of

their food pieces, which had led to bad dreams.

She called this “Mong Kyong shyo”, a word to depict

how the food droppings

attract negative energies for nightmares.

 

A Mong Kyong consists of a series of unfinished dreams

each having its part played in different shifts of sleep.

tccording to the experienced ones,

this would haunt mostly during dawn.

to me, Mong Kyong has been all about

JCBs filled with coal toppling down our village,

the reverse version of a village fair with

spinning ferris wheel of fear,

ghosts and silhouettes peeping from the room’s ventilator

only to be pulled back;

half-seen,

not ready for the next episode.

 

 

II

Instead of remembering Culture through Stories, I write  poems

As I sit in front of my laptop

late, on a Sunday night,

the only thing that buzzes through my mind

is to discover and unearth my folklores

and rewrite it into a story

for the world.

 

But the very

lengthy process of editing and proofreading

haunts out the sweat as it takes months

for an individual to collect the dying folklores

and meet the deadline, yet my very first priority

is to translate the stories

in our schoolbooks.

But slowly I  realise

that now the resources are being limited

so before the stories get dried up

in the last of tongues in our community

the thought of preserving and archiving kicks in.

 

Ever since I was in the sixth grade

I was always interested in the stories about my roots

for it planted a seed of home and comfort.

Every story foretold a plea through the

cheap pages of my language textbook.

 

While for many, the subject was boring and difficult to interpret,

maybe because somewhere, unlike other heavily researched subjects

this had no future, for there were fewer participants.

 

As for me, the godly fairies, the mystic mountains, our brothers- the

mighty rivers and the ogrish mischief demons of the forest never seemed to

ignore me, for they visit me in my dreams as they tell me their wishes

to write their stories and voices of survival.

 

Yet on this Sunday evening, I think of my culture and

kicking off my demotivation, I write this poem for them.

 

III

Teesta Aamu and her Song

Aamu runs down the valley

children follow her

gush gush goes the water

against the rocks

Splash splash

the children's footsteps sound

 

IV

The Rage Of Aamu(Mother)

We had asked you to

stop hurting our mother.

with all the strength of her child,

we protect her to the best of our ability.

yet the cries went silent through the corridors

Her holy body was interrupted by the

greed of pride

But she was a mother,

A mother who has all the power to bear.

It wasn't until

she could not stand more

So,

She flowed,

flowed with all her might,

she swept away her children along with her

She still flowed uncontrollably

With the mind of being free,

she couldn't look back

 

And all we can do is

let her calm down

Oh Wait

And let her flow freely.

 

*These poems are about a major river in Sikkim, from freely moving to being tied by human actions and how ultimately nature breaks free.



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Bio:

Lungmying Lepcha is a B.Tech student at NIT Sikkim who believes she can extract literary works from her culture and translate them into English to share them with the world. Lungmying's writings are largely ethnographic, revolving around the myths and culture of the Lepchas. She uses mostly poetry and creative nonfiction forms of writing.


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