Rev.-1 (8.1)

 

Teesta Review: A Journal of Poetry, Volume 8, Number 1. May 2025. ISSN: 2581-7094

 

 


This Could Be a Love Poem for You

By Ranu Uniyal, Red River, 2025

--- Nishi Pulugurtha

Across the Divide (2006), December Poems (2012), The Day We Went Strawberry Picking in Scarborough (2018) and now This Could Be a Love Poem (2025) add to the poetic oeuvre of poet, critic and academic Ranu Uniyal. This reviewer had the pleasure of reviewing Uniyal’s third volume of poem some years ago. The volume under review has 62 poems divided into three sections – Dust My Regrets, Be a Good Girl and Thy Eternal Grace. “This Could be a Love Poem to You” is a small poem that features in the third section and speaks of place, and of remembering. Written in lines that flow into one another, the four sentences that make up the poem create a feeling of holding on –

. . .  I know

my prayers will keep you safe and I

must wait with the coffee and some

olive oil for your tired feet.

          Uniyal’s academic training in English literature, her felicity with the language and the ease of expression in the tongue is what characterizes “English in Me,” the first poem in the volume –

English is as big as a mustard seed

in my conscience.

I have made a living

all these years,

read and chewed

and sometimes failed to digest

its embryonic juices.”

What she says resonates with several who use English as a regular part of their worlds, both professional and creative. Hers is a language where the regional seeps in, she mentions Sanskrit fusing with her English as she uses the language. In spite of everything, it is her language.  Kamala Das comes to mind as one reads the poem.

          “Dust My Regrets” speaks of a poet writing, of the tugs and pulls of home and that of working with words and thoughts – “I eat and sleep with one eye open. / My fingers crave for company.” Places and their associations jostle for attention in “Plums versus Pullum.” The reference to “Pullum” brings in the idea of language, of pronunciation, of making words one’s one as in the case of “plums” in the poem.

My mornings have a taste of

the plums from Ranikhet –

Aha Pullum – the children

toss and twang

          The lockdown features in a short poem that reveals a poet in love with poetry, not just the kind she writes, but the ones she reads as well. It is a veritable feast lined up for a Sunday, “Lockdown Sunday Menu” –

I had villanelle for lunch today.

Sonnet for breakfast,

dinner in free verse,

midnight drink was an epic,

and tea was all rhymes.

There are several poems that speak of grief and loss, poems where the personal becomes a starting point for thoughts and feelings. “Grief” is a poem written after the passing away of her mother, “Home” speaks of pain too –

After some time,

when she opened them wide

she found herself in a nursing home

In her Introduction to the volume, the noted Hindi poet Anamika notes of grief in Uniyal’s poems – “Grief, aging and death seep deep within us like the notes of Beethoven flowing from a window up on the mountains as we flip through the pages . . . “. “Grief Does Not Die” speaks of the persistence of grief in lives –

Grief asks you not to surrender.

‘I am here to stay,’ it taps on your chest

and keeps you agog at night.

The imagery in the poem reveal the rawness, the pain, the agony of grief – “it rips you open and as you/chug along with crushed smiles/ for all to see”. The figure of the mother features again, in the poem “Amma”. While there is a tinge of loss in the poem, it nevertheless speaks of home, of lessons taught, of lessons learnt, lessons that have stood the test of time, lessons that have made the speaker question values, questions violence in the world and hold one’s head high.

In you, I had the strength of a tree

bumming with songs of Kali.

In you was the courage to love with no chance

of a return. You taught me to be myself.

          In several of the poems one hears this strong voice, that is at time muffled by angst, at times momentarily overwhelmed by grief, and yet stands out strong and steady, a testament to a life itself. There are several poems in which the mother is lost in the folds of time – “The present, blurred and faceless, has no challenges/ for you” (“Grandfather”). “I Cannot Answer” refers to this blurring further, more specifically –

. . . Pyramids of memory stacked

inside the brain might soon

dissolve into Alzheimer’s, then

my own name would be less than

a whisper.

          What characterizes the voice heard in the poems iscompassion, of trying to hold on in spite of the circumstances that seem so adverse. ‘Listen to my voice,’ the poems seem to say. The poetic voice is one that voices the personal and yet is universal, in a simple, lucid style with a spontaneity that lingers on. 



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Bio:

 Nishi Pulugurtha is academic, author, poet, critic and translator. She writes short stories, poetry, on travel and non-fiction and has published works in them apart from several academic writings.

 

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